The Flash of Light

Have you seen any light flashed in the corner of your eyes during night time?

Have you seen any tinkling light shown in your bedroom?

Have you seen shadow moving when you closed eyes just prepare to sleep?

I know, we are all protected by our angels. They visit us during our sleeping time. They talk to us in our dream. Some of clinical experiences shown that people was brought to another beautiful scenery by a group of magnificent light beings.

I remember I had those experiences a year ago. At that night, when I got into my bed and ready to sleep. It was about midnight 12am. The room was quiet, and I ususally pray before I sleep. I was lying on bed when I talk to God and angels. That's also my Aha moment. Sometimes I heard They answer me. Most of the time, I fall asleep easily during my pray.

At that night, I talk to angels before I sleep like usual, in the middle of my prayer, I saw a flash of golden dust sprayed down from the ceiling. Even though I closed my eyes, I can see shadow moving in front of me. I got nervous, I slowly opened my eyes, and the golden dust disappeared. I stared on the ceiling wondering what was that?

Just when I was confused, I saw tinkling light like a small tiny dot rapidly shining around the corner of my eyes. This scene woke me up and I turn on the light in the room. I prayed for Archangel Michael for spiritual protection.

About few minutes after my prayer, I feel a sense of peace and calm. The peace feeling rush through my crown to my toes. I felt safe. When I was going to turn off the light to sleep, a voice told me, "You have seen the magnificent being of light, They would love to give you the healing that you asked for."

I got surprised when I heard this message, I did not know when I pray for this healing. In the next few days after that night. My marriage getting smoothly (me and my hubby had some disagreement during that period of time. There was arguments and I was despaired). And I found my way of communication with my hubby improved tremendously.

After few days, I was told by Divine voice in one of my meditation, I was healed during that night when I sleep, angels talk to subconscious and expand my consciousness into love and patience. This healing assist me expand my perceptions towards my marriage breakdown during last year.

I found that angels are hearing our prayers every moment, now and then. Do not afraid of asking help from Divine. Even the most tiny incident you feel shy to ask for help, you can always talk to the magnificent angels. They are here with you, taking care of you.

My Berry-Blue

After I came back from Norway, I still miss the air and people of Scandinavian. I did not learn much about their custom in life. I realized Norwegian has passion towards the nature environment, especially I got the "berry blue" after I came back. I miss the homemade Scandinavian blueberry cheesecake. I had chance to taste it during my angel reading trip in Oslo. I was invited by a client, Heidi for her homemade dinner. She cooked a tom yam clear soup, pair with bread, butter and cheese. As a Malaysian, it is fresh to me to have a soup as our full meal. I love it very much, it warmed me up since the weather in Oslo is pretty cool for me. I heard my client said they like to have hot soup during winter season as their main course.

After the dinner, me and my girlfriend have the chance to taste Heidi homemade blueberry cheesecake. It looked like a pie, it was made by a type of mousse cream but tastes like cheese after it was freezed. In the bottom of the cake, there is a thin layer of crunchy biscuit, it was made by flour and butter. Heidi said Norwegian likes to pluck wild berry to put on top of desserts, such as blueberry waffle. Normally, you can see blueberry blossom during late August in Tromso but earlier in south of Norway.

Also, butter is common to find in scandinavian food. In breakfast, they love to eat bread together with ham and a slice of butter. During the Norway trip, I found amazed when I saw butter was left on table for few hours still remain perfect shape, if I put butter on my dining table in Malaysia for only an hour. You get disappointed that it melts very quickly due to the warm and humid weather.

I miss you, my blueberry cheesecake...

Her dream come true

I was thinking about a friend who flew to New Zealand last night. This has been a dream for Kah May in this 3 years. She has gone through many difficulties and lessons before she take the gut and make this change.

Me and Kah May used to work in the same company as the mortgage banker. She always cheers up and bring laughter to those around her. Of course, she went through the hardest time in the fast pace bannking environment.

After I resigned from banking job, we lost the contact of each other. When I was discovering the journey as an angel messenger. She came in my life and share her stories and difficulties. I believe God make our friendship stronger from then on, as I have someone I can share with.

Last year, I received a vision seeing her leave the country and go for oversea job. During the time I told her about my vision, she was amazed how this vision would be, since she never received any job offer from oversea. I encouraged her to stay tuned with this vision, it may be turn out as something that she long desires.

On this year January, she got the inspiration to go for New Zealand working holiday. Her working visa was approved after 2 days she applied. She was so excited and grab me for a celebration.

I recalled those memory Kah May have given to me. I found that how fascinating to see her dream come true. We have a farewell for her before she fly off. She kept told me, "It's time for me to go home, I am not nervous, I feel peace to go there alone. The feeling of mine is peace." Her expression shown she makes the right move.

Her story inspires me to believe, we all has something we want to fulfill. Even though we do not know what is that, and how it will be. If we have the grateful heart to treat our present moment with sincerity, one day we will be there. Our dream come true.

May happy coincidence, health, and safety be with Kah May. May her be blessed always. :) I love you, my dear friend.

Checking...checking!!

Hmm...welcome back, Alice. You are back on your work desk, open your blog. It is covered by a thin layer of dust.

I spend few weeks to "rehab" from I get lost on my work. Private reading, e-reading, workshops...and etc. I tried to brainstorm the future of my work. I was so stuck in my desk and I need inspiration. If I was physically tired, I know I can heal from my yoga. But I know I was not. It seems like my soul was torn apart, like the fallen leaf spread on the floor.

I need fresh air breath in my lung, I need cool air breeze my days. So, I booked the flight, flew from my home to thousands miles away, a place that I have never been before, Norway. I believe one of my past live I had been there before. Since young, I already had so much of visions and de javu shown about this place.

Now, I am recharged!

Releasing and Past Life Regression

This few days have been very busy driving around, for family's matters, and for my personal inspiration. I was studying about Past Life Regression clinical report in the past few days. And I try to figure out what was happening within these recent days whereby time seems flow very slowly.

I try to figure out the healing ways which help my client to let go their past, most of them have no idea their past traumas and fear are the mental blockage which hold them go for what they desires. People seldom realize that, we usually get what we thought about, but not what we deserve. You may blame your boss treated you unfairly even though you have work the "best" you can. Your thought is operating like a victim, and what you get back only as what you think about. You may think you deserve a better promotion, yet the outcome seems go opposite for your expectation.

Well, Life may not be fair but it is absolutely accurate response to what your mind is capturing about.

I found a helpful releasing way to heal my client since three weeks ago I experience it myself. I was wondering, what was the reason always stopping me to plan ahead for the workshop schedule, I used to have millions of excuses not conducting a workshop. Until one morning when I woke up, a thought flash into my mind. I can hear my inner guidance prompt the idea.

"It is time to let them go."

I was wondering, who should I let go?

"Let go your old thinking pattern. You have this thought of fear to organize your workshop because of...."

At that moment, I saw a vision appeared in my mind eye. Hmm... that was the time I studied my primary school, I was punished and scolded by a teacher. I can see every single details of the event just flash out clearly. I prayed immediately to angels, "what you want me to know?"

Immediately, I felt calm and peace when I experience again how awful I was when I was scolded unfairly by this teacher, and this event I forgot become one of the roots holding me to work on something that I truly want. Oh...I only realize I was still very concern about the critics from others, exactly like being scolded unfairly from my teacher.

I call for my spirit guide and ask for their forgiveness. I choose to forgive the teacher, and I choose to forgive myself to not being perfect. I simply let go and breath deeply.

The next moment, I felt the refreshment from the center of my body. It is a type of releasing I looking for since long time ago.

This experience give me a new inspiration to help out my clients. And surprisingly, most clinical healing experience told me that, childhood trauma or even our past life events are determining our thinking pattern and behavior.

I am still discovering, and the journey of finding out the truth makes my job even more meaningful. :)