Angel Among Us

After my church class, I keep praying in my heart while I was driving home. I started to recall the cards, appreciation emails, and those comments from clients, friends, community I assisted before. The moment I think back what they told me, my tears roll down from my cheek.

"Alice, you are my angels in my life."

"Alice, you help me to deal with the toughest part in my life, I found my happiness again..."

"Alice, my mother is happier now, thanks to give her the rays of hope."

"Alice, you are such a real angel, because of you, I no longer lonely, I feel God and Angel are real. Thank you to teach me about angel. You are truly God send."

"Unbelievable!" I whispered in my heart.

I keep praying, I give this result and glory to Him, God. You make me become who I am today.You bring me to this life, and make me go through every ups and downs. Lord, Your grace made me become an angel.

When my life crashed in bottom, I kneel down my knee, just like you, begging for help. But everytime after I pray, They come. They come in different forms.

They could be a stranger, talk to me in the whole afternoon. After he left, he gives me the wisdom ans strength to go through my next day...

They could be my family, helping me in behind, arranging surprise party and gift to delight me. They send encouraging messages make me could not sleep in the whole night...

They could be friends, hold my hands tight when I claimed to give up...

They could be clients from different countries or states, drop me their gratitude emails to share the miracles happened after their life changed, and those emails always help me to keep the faith.

An angel is sentimental, sometimes she is vulnerable and show her weaker side. But she will be alright after you see her next time. She always tell you, "Things will be alright. God will help you go through, have faith. And miracles belong to those who believe."

No matter what go through in our life, God and angels are always there for us. They sending down to us from somewhere else above...

To show us how to live.

To teach us how to give.

And, They guide us with the light of Love...

Never and ever...think about "give up".

A song "Angel Among Us", I would like to dedicate for you.

I was walking home from school on a cold winter's day
Took a shortcut through the woods and I lost my way
It was getting late and I was scared and alone
Then a kind old man took my hand and led me home
Mama couldn't see him, but he was standing there
But I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

When life dealt troubled times and had me down on my knees
There's always been someone there to come along and comfort me
A kind word from a stranger to lend a helping hand
A phone call from a friend just to say I understand
Ain't it kind of funny at the dark end of the road
Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

They wear so many faces
Show up in the strangest places
Grace us with thier mercy
In our time of need

Oh I believe there are angels among us
Sent down to us from somewhere up above
They come to you and me in our darkest hours
To show us how to live
To teach us how to give
To guide us with a light of love

*Video is speacially thanks to a tribute to minstral2 (Stewart), for through him and through his Group "A World United". Originally from http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ey0HrEvh44c

Superhero Is Not Meant To Fight The Battle Alone

There's a flower,

In the smallest garden,

Reaching for the light,

There's candle,
In the darkest corner,
Conquering the night,

There is amazing strength,
In a willing hand,
There are victories,
That you've never planned,

There's a hero,
In everybody's heart,

There's a fire,
Inside of everybody,
Burning clear and bright,
There's a power,
In the faintest heartbeat,
That cannot be denied,

Go on a trust yourself,
You can ride the wind,
Your gonna take your dreams
Where they've never been,

There's a hero
In everybody's heart,

Go on and trust yourself,
You can ride the wind,
Your gonna take your dreams
Where they've never been,

There's a hero
In everybody's heart,

There's a hero
In everybody's heart!

"Have you ever watch any super hero movie? You should learn to ask for support when you need. You don't need to deal with it alone." Someone give me a wise advice.

Every morning when my alarm is beeping, I put it off and go back to bed, sitting there and do nothing, starring in the air for 30 minutes. I asked God, "what is the purpose of my living today? You stupid, shouldn't I plan it last night before I sleep? Why I ask God right now. Come on, wake up!"

Days come and pass, in these three years. I keep searching the "right way" to live. From the working life I used to life, it was a daily routine, day after day, years after years. I earned what I earned, I spent what I spent. And I did not even know I can change my destiny, only if I allow myself to try.

"It is not only to live, girl, it is about to live it rightly! There are people out there simply exist, but they are not living. No one tells them, until one day they are willing to look at their lives. But do you know, you always have that choice. This is because, you have a hero live in your heart, I see that, all of us here see that. Be proud to yourself." I still remember my trainer give me this, and that night, I yelled out loud in front of all my fellows.

"I am a strong, passionate, and caring woman." I said it out to my fellows.

"No, add in "Proud", and say it again!" My trainer asked me to repeat the statement I declare to myself.

" I am a Strong, Proud, Passionate, and Caring woman." I cried and claimed it proudly in front of all fellows.

"Yes, you are." He held my hands, and put them on my heart.

"Feel it, Alice, there's a hero in your heart. You know that, be proud to yourself, believe in yourself. You no longer need to look down on yourself anymore, because, there's a hero lives here, just right here."

That training done in three years back, yet those words from my wise trainer marked in my heart. Whenever I feel ashamed about my mistakes, I do cry. I am a mortal being, just like you. People thinks, I have gifted angelic vision to perceive the future. Not really, I am still going through the same difficulties just like you, I am still struggles when things getting tough. But due to all these, I can also experience the maximum joy when miracles happen.

When people asked, "Why don't you use your gift to see your future?"

I laughed and said, "No one wants to watch a football match if they knew whose team is the winner, would you?"

The hero lives in my heart, always inspiring me to keep helping others, bringing the sense of purpose into your life. For me,writing blog to give hope, peace, love and harmony into your heart is something that can delight my day.

And, although I was defeated. That was my past. I knew, there is a hero lives in everybody's heart.

You Deserve the Best

I come across many emails and phone calls about the news of people passing and move on, making new life, changing jobs, getting married, and I am here just good enough to receive those messages.

Life is a continuous journey. Sometimes the outcome of an event may seems like "the end". Well, I have another perspective to perceive those "ending". They simply tell me, wonderful and new things just come in now. "Be patient." I told myself. Things are getting better and more align to what I desire.

Two days ago, I was thinking some wishes and prayers I prayed about 6 months ago. Since I have a God Box, there is where I mail my letter to God. I open up those little messages that I wrote to God. I just could not believe that, my wishes all granted in the very loving and better ways that I cannot imagine.

When you can't get something, simply because God wants to give you the better one. :)

Of course, many wishes and prayers still on God's way. And I have the patient and faith to cope with my life. Now, I tell myself to focus on the intention of love during my morning prayer.

If your problems seem not way out. Hold on, go back to your intention. What you intend to have in your life right now?

When I think about problems, I asked myself, "When I think about problems, will they grant me the feeling of love?" "No." Alright, then I leave it to God and angels. Every moment when things seems "something wrong", I ground myself back to my intention (Love, peace, joy). Ask yourself,

"What I intend to create? So, what can I do now?"

Surprisingly, things are getting better, wonderful and loving people come into my life every moment when I focus on my intention of love. Up until I have no time to think about problems or lacking. It just not worth to give credits to problems. Many left over and keep-in-view projects of mine are now kicked start.

So, this morning when I sit on my office table, I tell myself, "Hey, you look happier."

"Yeah, I think so."

"So what you have done and what you have learned so far?" I questioned myself.

"I no longer need to cling on the feeling of wanting to know the answer. I can let it go in peace. After I let the old go, I welcome the new. I find that life is much easier, lighter, and happier now."

There is nothing more important to listen to yourself and live on the conviction you think. People will respect you when you follow your heart. It is not that easy at first. Trust me, you will enjoy the self respect after you come out from the perspective of "pleasing people", "follow people", or "try to be good"....and some other roles of pleasing people.

Now I learned.

No one can please you, only yourself.

No one can have power to take charge your life, only yourself.

You have the power to control your destiny. Don't give it to others. Live it in faith and love. Soon you will see the fruits of your efforts.

The Self Healing Journey...

When I look at this quote, I feel so much peace. This week, I work closely with Archangel Michael on my self healing, especially those emotions that no longer serves me, such as self blame, guilt, I am not good enough, and any others negative belief.

I know there are plenty of us have this inner evil that pull us here and there. We are just like the little puppet of these kind of beliefs. And thanks God, Angel Michael points this to me and give me a chance to heal it by love.

My life difficulties give me opportunities to heal myself and walk out from those emotional abuse. We grow up from different families and most probably, we are influenced deeply from our parents or guardians. There are many good things our parents give for us, meanwhile, there are also some old thinking patterns may tied us from expressing our true self.

"There is nothing wrong with our childhood trauma and phobias, those factors only provide a platform for us to heal from it." I remember Archangel Michael affirms me whenever I call for his help.

There are times I almost give up on the challenges that I faced in life. I was thinking I no longer had the ability to move on. What I do when I was upset by difficulties is to pray. I am not that kind of superstitious person, but I found the practice of praying always grant me the peace of mind, just like someone special from above is listening what I feel in heart. It is like a practice I throw my worry to a trash bin and absolutely rely on the nature to bring me strength. Surprisingly, the outcome always delights me.

The quotes that I attached in this post teaches me to see the positive side of everything. When someone try to criticize or blame you. Take a deep breath, the battle is never about you, but it is arisen within themselves. If you can walk away from all these emotional abuses that caused by the external environment and continuously focus on gratitude and love, only those things radiate with love are drawn to you in the peaceful way.

God blesses you everyday. I pray that you have a marvelous future and rise above from any circumstances.

I can do it.

You can do it.

We all can do it. ;)

Dreams On The Sand (Part 2)

"I am blessed." I told myself silently when we ride the speed boat to jetty. Her words like the ink mark on my heart. The grace of those message somehow just like God send His messenger to me, which is the message from my friends. They show me, what is it about making a stand for my dream. If the harmony family is my dream, then I got to protect it. Nothing else, but it is time to making a stand for the truth that I believe in my heart.

I used to reject it, and I thought to find the other route to accomplish a new harmony home. Yet, I doubted sometimes, am I on the right path? Why when I decided to move on, that "move on" somehow is shown in different way unexpectedly. And I hold the bible, asking God to give me His wiser wisdom. Indeed, He shows me, He wants me to make a stand for my dream just like what my friend told me. I got to protect my stand on this broken family. I need to stay strong and courageous. Only Love can heal yourself and those involved.

It takes lots of courage for me to walk back to my broken marriage and family. How am I gonna to make it? When I decided to go for legal procedure, why God pull me back? And I learn from this lesson, speak the truth from my heart no matter what. Never thinking to stand on the "good" for others or try to think for others. You would not know what is good for anyone else, especially those is the one you love. There is only one person you need to be honest, that is yourself.

I reflect many lessons that I have gone through within these three months. It is like a long season of winter. Sometimes the cool wind in the winter just like the fierce lion, almost blown away my dream and passion. I am like a small tiny angel carries my wings and keep moving on. The things that keep me warmth, is my faith and the grace of angel. Also, prayer just work together with the law of attraction. It draws what I need and what I truly want.

I was hurt deeply by the emotion of my loved one, I asked many times, "Should I continue?" "Why not I just walk the other easy path, divorce?" And Angels heard my prayers - Harmony family, They wake me up in the middle of night, wanted me to confront the fear that keep hoarding me, "Talk, you need to talk, you need to tell the truth in your heart. No one will know, until you share it out." My palm is sweating, shaking, and the fear seems paralyze my movement. At last, I said it out to my loved one about the marriage and my care and love. No preparation, only my intention of love. I can only share and like throw out what stucked in my heart and lung for so long. After all...huh...I sleep well from then on...

Cross over from self healing to healing others...

Huh...finally, I did it. I started feel lighter when I allow myself to speak the truth from my inner heart. Speaking out your truth do not need anyone's approval. I understand sometimes you may question like,"Oh, what if he or she not allow me to say?"

Well, what I can say is, "Risk it and try it." And angels also teach me, "love is giving out and do not expect. Simply let it flow..."

Angels bring me into this trip, They give me the opportunity to learn the different perspective from my support group. Angels know what my support group can teach me. And yes, they give me the chance of self-healing when the moment I heal their emotions.

I do not plan what I can share and teach for them, even though they came out from my Angel Workshop. Somehow, when I allow them to teach me, when I open my arm to receive their love, things started become very different. I no longer need to control or take charge of how things will happen. When I with them, they give me the total free space to ease myself, to express my inner truth.

The most touching, dreams on the sand...

Irene brings some firework that we can play on the beach. In this trip, we all feel like Angels guide us to do what we mean to do. That night when we finish dinner, we walk to the beach and draw a big heart on the sand. Within the heart, we are simply nudges by our feelings to write on our dreams in it. There are "love, peace, joy, harmony, health, happiness..."

We poke the firework surround the shape of the heart and light it on. Amazingly, when all the firework stick was lighted on, I was touched completely, I could not describe anything by words, all just a kind of feeling of love, joy, and peace...

We all write on our dream on Mother Earth, and I know She sees our dreams, and everything starts to become better and better.

Thank you my dearest buddies, Irene, Becky, Meu, Siew Wen, and Poh Ling one more time.

I could not believe how can I cope if you guys are not here with me

I honestly love you all! As always. :)

Dreams On The Sand

Dream, dream, dream...

Wishes, Hope, and Love...Let's us embrace just in this moment when you read here. Let the words and the pure love goes into your heart. Knowing that I love you here.

I just went back from Pangkor Laut Resort, a private and luxury retreat journey that I walk together with my friends. They are awesome, lovely, caring, and honest. We enjoy the moment God sends to us. We are vibrating in the frequency of Love. This frequency is high and light, when it radiates in our heart. We heal each other.

This trip is means to be...

Having two months of preparation, finally we gather each other and make this trip happen. I rejected Irene at the first place when she invited me two months ago. I gave my self the reason is, no time, save money...and I need to spend time alone.

Unexpectedly, God and angels always there to nudge me, end up, this bunch of friends just keep urge me to join them. What most touching me is, they visualize I will be there with them in this trip. They hope I can share my angelic inspiration with them. Wow, what else can I reject this love. Of course nothing else, I made up my mind, and I go with them finally...Yeah, their visualization come true. :)

Well, we have six girls in this trip. We all go through our journey with different routes. And yet, what most precious is, we speak the same "language" and we vibrate the same "frequency". That is the language of Gratitude, and the frequency of Love, Joy, Peace and Harmony.

There are many miraculous angel signs keep happens with us during our trip. There are plenty of angels signs, feathers fell on our books or novels when we stay in the resort, feather fly pass us when we are in the moment of sharing.

During one of our photo session, a feather just fly pass six of us, and fall on the paddy field. And we just so happy to see that Angels are here with us, and the sign They give us is strong and clear. I love you, my sweet angels.

Different stories, different sparks of life...

I treat this trip as my retreat. I remember in the first day, I wake up early and say a prayer,

"God, if there is anything you want me to learn and give in this trip, please guide me to. Help me to learn from this group of friends. May you protect everyone of us have a save trip. Be there with us, God. I love you!"

And definitely, this trip is arranged perfectly well and comfortable. As I keep telling myself,

All is well. All is well. All is well.

Yes, it is. We reach the jetty on the perfect time, we get on time to have our wonderful meals in the nice restaurant with friendly servants. We see peacock walking across us when we have meal, we enjoy the peace scenery that flush through my mind. At that moment, nothing else is more important that the inner peace. That peace open new door for us, things started getting clearer, people started getting nicer, food started getting more delicious, and wind blow in my cheek. I laugh in the joy of my lovely companionship of this group of lovely friends.

We laugh because we love to laugh, and we love to say "Thank You" :)

Poh Ling is one of the lovely one always laugh when she shares. She shows us the different perspective of "laugh".

Many of us try to find something to make them laugh, maybe funny movies clips, jokes or humor people. No need. We don't need to cling on all this external things anymore, we can laugh when we see things in the eyes of child. We can laugh when car broke down, laugh on our fools, laugh on our embarrassment, or simple laugh when we feel to laugh.

That moment is absolutely awesome.

Making a stand to Love Yourself

We all deserve good things our life want to give us. Mostly, the changes and adjustments in our transitions caused us uneasy and even we try to imagine "bad" things may seems to happen.

God knows what you desire even before you asked. He knows what is the best things you want in your life. Yes, we have the moment when things getting blurred and we seems stucked in the dark tunnel.

Irene told me, "Don't let your fear grab your Power. There is God and Angels always there for you. Pray, and let God arrange all these to you. He knows what is the best for you. When you asked, He will show you how to take the next step. Alice, everytime when I do not know how to make that business work, I pray, and He really shows the guidance to me, and I make it everytime."

I see the changes in her, we met each others one year ago. Irene becomes calmer, wiser, and she has the absolute Faith that I always teaching about. Her faith is irresistible. And this faith shows the success route to her and she manage to walk out from her darkest time.

"I am blessed." I told myself silently when we ride the speed boat to jetty. Her words like the ink mark on my heart. The grace of those message somehow just like God send His messenger to me, the message from my friends. They show me, what is it about making a stand for your dream. If the harmony family is my dream, then I got to protect it. Nothing else, but it is time to making a stand for the truth that I believe in my heart.

Thank you my dearest buddies, Irene, Becky, Meu, Siew Wen, and Poh Ling.

I honestly love you all! As always. :)

Do Your Best, and God Does The Rest

Almost three years has passed, and yesterday when I took out all of my Angel Reading journals, I found that it is mean for me to read back those journals.

I have a bunch of self discovery journals, diaries, angel channeling messages that I have kept for three years and still seeking the courage to post it on my blog. Yesterday, when I say a prayer,

"Divine Intelligence, open the path for me, to express my full talents and unique abilities in the right place, give me the definite leads, guide my act according to the divine will. Thank you and I honestly love you."

This morning while I was driving to work, a hunch feeling says to me, "Why don't you compile all your journals and make it as a book? You may help many others that need this information. God never reveals something to you if those messages do not serve you. All you need, is a climbing faith. It is an uphill climb. Most people give up their will just in the middle of this climb. Learn not to reason something you want to do, as reason can only go so far, but your faith has no limits. Only when you keep believing, and listen to the truth in your heart. Sooner you find the inner bliss to guide you and nudge you along the way. I know this is hard for you, but come on! You cannot experience cool when you have never been in warm, you cannot recognize light, when you have not experience darkness. Put your whole faith and conviction on light and love. Only Light can lead you out from this tunnel. It is really all about ACT ON FAITH. Let no one teach you what you can or cannot do, but do the best that you can, and know that God surely does the rest."

At that point, I sit in the car, this inner voice and hunch just like the fresh water, wash through my heart, my mind, and my soul. I could not believe I was touch by a Power. I gain strength when I listen to my inner voice.

I parked my car and I walk into a cafe having my breakfast, the flow of inner message just continue running on my heart ceaselessly.

I tell myself silently, "Just do what you can, believe the truth in your heart is God's definite lead. Abraham Lincoln listened to it and won the battle of slave trade, Washington follow it and get himself walked out from difficulties. You cannot be wrong, if all your thinking is right on course. Just trust."

Yeap, may be you may think. Well, it is good to say and hear this. But listen, I am not here to convince you what I experience is a fact or is simply my thought from my subconscious mind. But what I try to say here is, there is a Power, lies within every single things and take charge of every form. This Power you can named it as Cosmic Energy, Universe, God, Creator...

If you really pray sincerely, using the right intentions (Love, Joy, Happiness, Abundance, Well). You got to believe, this Power starts to emerge Itself and show the miracles in your life. It happens in my life many times. I have a Attraction List that I keep with me, whenever Law of Attraction gives things that I asked for, I write down my gratitude message in this little journal. When I focus on all the good and blessings in my life, Power flows into every affairs of my life.

You can have what you dream of, when you set your intention right on course. Do your best, God sooner shows you the rest. Never give up on your dream, you may be surprised, it comes in the most unexpected moment. This is for sure I know!

I salute the divinity in everyone of you, God bless your life. :)

My Norway Travel Journal (Part 1)

I was wondering, where my Norway's journal was put after I came back. I refer to my picture gallery, and try to searching my travel pictures that I took on my trip.

Yes, it is all about Norway. This morning when I start my brand new day, I say some positive affirmations and a silent prayer. A deep profound inner voice came and guide me to post my journal when I wrote in Norway here.

How my Norway's journey started...

Hmm...when I recall all the way back to February this year, this is how this glimpse of thought finally came true to me. That was a friend of mine who studies in London, and had invited me to her place and visit the beauty of London. Well, London is one of my dream place that I wish to go, I used to have a chance to study in UK. Due to the high maintenance and study fees, I gave up the opportunity during my time in college.

This time, I decided to buy my fly ticket to London, things seems started to work out. During that moment of prepare my trip, I was facing financial difficulties, and I worried about how can I cope with my travel fares. Few weeks later, many clients suggest me doing Angel Reading for the Londoner. This idea was not make sense to me at that time. I prayed to God and Angels, hopefully I can gain the insight on what to do next. And God heard my prayer, 2 days later I went on to a gathering from my leadership support group, a friend heard about my trip, he offers his help and make some arrangement for me to do Angel Reading session in Liverpool, London. At that time, I was amazed how things worked out after all.

However, this is only one part from the whole picture. God always does everything in most harmonious way. My flight ticket shown the date to fly off was on 16 March, and during the second week of February, I was become panic and still finding the solutions to cope for my travel fees. At that point, an affirmative thought flashed in, "If God let me successfully buy my air ticket to London, surely He will show me the rest of what I need on this trip. All I need is to live the fullest on today, the next clue will unfold just at the right time. I can do it, I can do it, and I surely can do it." I silently affirm myself, the firm and inner steadiness gave me the strength to live on.

I started to practice what I learn from the film - The Secret, and I started to read the travel hot spot and articles about London, I put all of my attention and focus only to my bliss and joy. And I start to plan my itinerary, yet, due to my limited information and I need some final confirmations on my Angel Reading appointment in London, I decided to write a letter to God and Angels. I write down what I need in this letter and put into my God's box,

Dear God,

Thank you for helping me all this while, you know I am going to fly off soon to London. God, please help me to plan my London's itinerary, I also wish to visit Scotland and Ireland during this trip. I need Your divine guidance that can guide me accordingly.

Thank you God, and I honestly love you!

Love,

Alice

God's box is one of my visulization tools that I found it bring a great impact for all my dreams can come true. Many clients find that "Visualization" allows their imagination turn into reality. And, it can manifest as accurate as you think about.

So, I asked Angels to send my letter to God, and I let go of my worry and doubt. I patiently do my daily appointments, writing blog and some angel healing articles. Until one evening, my cell phone rang while I reached home. A client of mine would like to bring a friend from Norway and she was keen to have an Angel Reading session before she get off. I booked a slot for her, and that was how I met this client.

Georgia is one of the mental healer in Norway, Oslo. We met each other and her Angel Reading session was done as usual and surprisingly our energy exchange during the session was easy and clear. She has a strong connection with Angels. After the session, we have a cup of coffee and I found out that she also teaches children in Norway. And she strongly encouraged me to make my effort to visit Norway as this may be a good chance for me to explore her teaching for children.

I have a dream, I always desire to teach children about angels, visualization and believing on the good side of everything. Her invitation was ringing on my mind during the rest of the night. I always wish I can visit Norway, as since my 16 years old. I read a magazine named as "Newton", it introduces everything about northern light, officially named as aurora borealis. It also open a new landscape for me to understand this piece of land, Norway. And this wish was kept in my heart for more than 15 years.

I know there is nothing too good to be true, who knows this could be God answered my prayer. In the law of attraction, when the Universe gives you what you desires, please open yourself to receive. Yes, because of this, I claim my faith, I made my effort to book my flight ticket to Norway. Again, I make it done and arrange my accommodation in Oslo, Norway.

I'm Back! :D

Almost two weeks, I have not update my blog. I was away to Taipei, Taiwan. This is a vacation was organized by a group of best buddies.

From the continuous days, I will updates my Taipei travel diaries on my blog. It is a sweaty trip, hot summer!!

Being Real to Your Heart

I have a client, a successful career lady. She always with her big smile, saying "Hello" to everyone. No matter in the lift or in any restaurant she walks in. This is "her". Her greeting and warmth always delight me. She is my regular client, she know when is the "perfect timing" to come. Through answering her question in the reading process, it shows lots of insight, messages that bring me firm and grounded.

"Guard your heart, no matter how." I remember when a channeled message brought to her by the holy master, Jesus. She went through a financial crisis in her fashion business, in the meantime, she facing the risk of her heart disease. She will go through a heart operation in July.

When she panic and nervous about this issues, she asked me, "Alice, do you think I can cross over of all these? You know, I have really no idea, after I lost the direction of my career, I always have arguments with my spouse. He seems get bored to my sharing. Why he never listen to me? My son, uuhh, I so worry about him. I am thinking, what subjects should he take when he get into college. And my heart, haih! How am I going to...."

I silently listen on what she said. A 45 years old woman, with a proper attire, tears roll on her cheek. At that moment, I feel my surrounding suddenly become very quiet, I can't even listen anything from my physical ears. My heart is numb, and mix with a strong sense of pain. How true is all these feelings that I am experience now? I question myself. However, I started listen her sorrow, disappointment, pain, inner scream, and the wanting of freedom. All of her sharing become a series of feeling....yes, all are feelings.

I took few deep breaths, continue staring on her, wiping the tears. The sympathy and pain that I can feel in my chest is so vivid. It is a real pain, just like a sword pierce through my heart. I stop her sharing, and asked her closed her eyes. I took her hand, place on her heart, and said, "Feel it, feel your pain, sorrow, disappointment, frustration, anger.... really feel it now. Let them go through you. They have no power on you, they are just the feelings that you experience."

"It's ok. Everything will be alright. Take a few deep breath." She cried out loud in front of me. I saw her vulnerability, sense her fear, feel her nervous....again, everything happen at that moment, is so real to me and her.

I sit back on my chair, let the music came through me, my tears same like her, rolling down to my cheek. An inner voice comfort me, "Feel it, Alice. The only way out, is through. Feel your pain, and disappointment. It's ok. They have no power on you." Both of us, just like the little girls, weeping around the corner when something hurt us thoroughly.

I wipe off my tears, give a smile on her. Even though she was still with her eyes closed. I saw the most real and natural expression of a human being. Cry when you pain, laugh when you happy. Scream when you fear...the side of real and spontaneous. How long I forgot about my vulnerability, I don't know. But through her, she show me, completely. That side of us, being real, authentic, and honest.

I remember a closed friend told me before, "Alice, you know, you can easily covering your true emotion. No one will know it, but You are the only one can feel it for yourself. Only when you allow yourself to go for it. I never see your cry when you have the sadness. I only feel that you are just like a beautiful scenery, a lake beside the snow mountain, so peace and serene. Do you have the time when you cry?"

This message always ringing on mind when I have my sadness and despair, especially when I cry. Again, it reminds me, "Being real, and honest to myself. Saying the words that is true to my heart. Doing the work that is expressing from my soul."

At least at this moment, I know, all these words, is so true to my heart.

God tells me this...

I sit in the food court, seeing people come and go. Some are in rush, some walk in the gentle way. Some grab their food in hunger. Some enjoy their food with group of friends.

I asked myself when I observed...

"What is my purpose here?"

"Do I live my life in a very hunger way?" or

"Do I live in a very gentle way?"

Every morning, I keep asking myself the same questions, "Alice, why are you here? What is your purpose of life?" You know, this is a very same old and boring questions, yet, they always smashed me the most.

It seems like I am not getting my answer at all time. Sometimes, the purpose of my life can be a tiny tasks, such as bring my dogs to a slow walk, grab some flowers on my altar, saying "I love you" to my dear one, or patiently listen to the story of someone who came to me.

I am wondering, God always know who is the person will come to us in the perfect timing. They could be a normal person, saying hello to me when I step into the lift. They could be the person who helped to pick up when my hands are full with stuffs. They could be a stranger give a smile to me when I step into my office lounge. I think, they are "God" in someways, helping me to see the beauty lies within every tiny matter.

I always hear the spiritual gurus say that, "We are all in some part of God, and He is lies within us."

I talked to God every night before I sleep, sometimes I talked "non sense" to Him, telling Him how much I need to pay my bill, how amazing I master a yoga pose. Occasionally, I tell Him, let me to have the stable life, bring me to Norway again to teach those who need You. However, this recently I pray to Him into a broader way...

I tell God,

"Please bring peace to those who need, no matter they have asked or not."

"Please bless those who have anger in heart, help them to forgive."

"Please help those who struggle in life, and do not know where to turn to, shine on Your light to their mind."

Amazingly, I easily get into sleep during this special moment of "conversation with God"...I think, God is telling me, "When you pray for others, this same go for you." And the peace brings me a good rest without hesitation.

We all deserve the freedom to do what we love, and what we passionate about. I like to write my journal in my blog, part of the reason is, connecting with my readers. But the bigger part is, my little journal or self expression could be the turning point of someone's life. I always believe this, and because of this faith, it keeps me to write and share.

I received those appreciative emails and comments, those make me affirm that, "Love bond us together, and it heals every sorrow and pain." Your emails and comments can delight my days, months and years...how wonderful is this!

Know that, I am here always pray for you, always have the peace of mind, the passion to shine, and the love to give.

Know that, I see you as powerful and beautiful as angels, because you are. You have a pair of wings, all you need is to spread it and fly.

God bless you, ALWAYS!

Right or Wrong? Does it really matter?

Too often, we tend to choose what others' think about good for us. They could be our parents, spouse, boss... Then, you have to honestly ask yourself, "Is this decision I really like?" Or, you just choose those decisions others give to you by avoiding the risks of failure?

Tender resignation or stay in your current job? Well, no one can give you the answer, you are the one who walk this journey!

Love and not love? Well, you are the one in this relationship. No one can tell you what is Love only you experience it.

I am right or wrong? Is it really matter? Or be truthful to your own self? Which one hit you mostly?

God had never made ​​any decision for us, but all is lies within my heart!

This thought flashed in when I listen to the music of Brian Crain, somehow, the answer hit me mostly is, "Be the very person of who I am. Be real, be clumsy, be foolish yet freely, be the "alice's way" is really matter!!

Thanks God, you answer my prayer in this solitude moment! Awesome. :)

My Gift to You

Glory of Light is a blog created by my intention of love and sharing. I was a clairvoyant since childhood. During my early age, my spiritual vision did not gave me a safe feeling to explore. May be I was so attracted by horror movies, I had the fear to listen the "Voice" that always come from another dimension.

In 2009, my first spiritual connection with Ascended Master, Mother Kwan Yin open my knowingness into another higher level. From then on, my life was shifted into the perspective of 180 degree. Huge changes rumbling into my work, family, and financial. In the same year, I was guided by my heart and discovering the ways to connect with God's messenger, Archangel Michael.

I thought this is only too good to be true, my life is starting with no turning back. I was introduced and guided to know even more Archangels, healing angels, and nature angels. I know this is something more than my fantasy imagination, since I saw those flashes of light since childhood.

With this special calling, I totally lost my passion in any corporate work. Unexpected, my decision to quit my banking job was actually a divine arrangement. I was called by Mother Kwan Yin and Archangel Michael, to share the insight and knowing to those surrounding me. There was where my first angel reading started. With more and more people come to ask for guidance and healing, I realize what I do everyday is just like a messenger to give and bless.

Many dreams and meditation visions continuously given to me. God and Angels allow me to open the door to Divine Love. By the encouragement of Archangel Michael, I start write my blog "Glory of Light" to share everything I know and learned from Divinity. I take my sincerity and courage to tell everyone of you, there is love and hope in this world. We can connect with our guardian angels if we are willing to.

Each of us has our specially designated guardian angel to help us in our pre-destiny journey. The reason I said it as "pre-destiny" is because we all come here for a very special purpose. Well, we have our freewill to choose our own way to go "Home". But if we have any dangers along the journey, Angels is not only a messenger, They give us signs and hints to help us go through safely. With our openness, we can be divinely guided to the place exactly where we are supposed to be in the perfect time. Sometimes, They put up barriers blocking the road where we weren't supposed to be. Everything happens for a reason.

No one is left behind alone. God and angels hear our voices at all time. They whisper to us when we sleep, They show us the answer in the book we read, They calm us with a song suddenly play in your favorite radio channel.

Somewhere in the depth of your heart, your invisible angels guided you here. May be you asked for help before. Based on your loving intention, and They lead you here and tell you, "Hey my dear, We hear you! Have faith with everything is turning into right way." During our difficult times, we may seems not able to get home by the ways we want and expected, but in the end, we reach home by the best way God chose for us.

When God and Angels look at you, all They see is your beauty and perfection. They give us the space to be who we are. Within yourself, there is a special place flow with abundance divine essence. With this essence, Love is all there is. You are a pure divine being radiate the energy of Love, purity, and kindness. Let yourself to feel, God and Angels cradle us whenever we ask.

Welcome to Glory of Light, this is a gift I want to share with you with my love and sincerity. May my sharing and insight given from Divine love, grant you inspiration, growth, and strength. I hope you enjoy here!

Xoxo!

Letter To God

I cannot thank you enough, and I find my best ways to cope. You turn my judgement to love, bless my resentment to forgiveness!

God,

I talk to you again, when I light on a candle. I need someone to be with me. I thought I am ok, but I found something is missing.

I think, You lead those who come into my life, to teach me face Life with deep faith, continuous gratitude, a sense of awe, and Your Divine smile.

Yes! God, I am lonely. In most of time, I am searching the happiness and purpose that I come here. Show me, if there is something more than that. I think, learn to quiet my mind and let my soul to guide me is something I need mostly now.

God, I pray for my friends, may they all stay safe, healthy, peace, and loved. Give them courage when they need, show them the ways when they almost get lost, calm them when they cry. Guide Your holy messenger standby them.

You know, You lead me to talk to those who need you. Because of that, You show me the beauty of friendship, You show me "Giving life is powerful", that give me the courage and strength to be a mother, You teach me the ways to live, by pursuit the simple happiness. You show a rainbow sign, when I was wandered by my decisions. You delight me, when I face with darkness.

Every moment You give, You teach, always make me become a better person. You wipe off my tear, when I hurt myself. You taught me the power of love, when there is always solutions for every problems. You show me the possibility when I shut my door and blind myself.

Now, I become a person to stand strong, to stay courageous, to learn lesson with faith. I cross over!

God, I cannot thank you enough, and I find my best ways to cope. You turn my judgement to love, bless my resentment to forgiveness, I am able to open my arm to receive every blessing You give.

Thank you, my heavenly Father. Amen!

*Video credited Myraadrian Channe, Song: Secret Garden, Always There.

Miaomi, Rest in Peace!

Miaomi and Fat Tune are the kitten we adopted since 5 years ago.

Miaomi went missing in last 2 months. Deep in my heart has an inner knowing, she left us to depart into another world. I read books about pet transcend into another life and those books help me recover from the grieve and loss. I found that, dogs and cats went missing when they instinctively know the "time" to pass on. Normally, they left their family and choose not to let their owner witness their death. The purpose for animal to do so is intended for reducing the pain of loss them. What a wonderful being they are!

That day when I got my mum's call about her missing, I prayed immediately to Saint Anthony, who is the saint that can help us re-allocate the misplace items. I went panic and did not know what else I can do at that time.

I took a meditation in office, and I asked angel to give me a sign, if my cat is departed and save in the hand of angels. I asked for that sign which is clear enough for me to recognize. 5 minutes later, I was guided to flip my prayer books from Julia Cameron. When the page appeared to me, I could not stop from crying, the message immediately affirmed me about Miaomi is safe and in the arm of God. The words of the prayer shown, "The healing granted to you for the grief and loss from your lovely departed one, knowing that They heard you and love you very much." I was so amazed and relief from that pain of loss even though my tears was not stopping.

That message flush off my guilt towards Miaomi, it heals me from blaming myself not taking good care of her.

I dedicate this little message to my beloved departed loved dogs and cats.

"Please know that how much I love you. My life is getting better and I believe you lend your divine hand every moment when I almost lost my faith. Knowing that our family getting closer, harmony, and loving ever since the visit of your pure souls. The moment you be with us is priceless and no words can describe how grateful I am. Thank you for everything you taught me. It reminds me the inner purity of my soul and love. I received your healing and I still miss you. May all the holy angels be with you in love, peace, and harmony."

Her dream come true

I was thinking about a friend who flew to New Zealand last night. This has been a dream for Kah May in this 3 years. She has gone through many difficulties and lessons before she take the gut and make this change.

Me and Kah May used to work in the same company as the mortgage banker. She always cheers up and bring laughter to those around her. Of course, she went through the hardest time in the fast pace bannking environment.

After I resigned from banking job, we lost the contact of each other. When I was discovering the journey as an angel messenger. She came in my life and share her stories and difficulties. I believe God make our friendship stronger from then on, as I have someone I can share with.

Last year, I received a vision seeing her leave the country and go for oversea job. During the time I told her about my vision, she was amazed how this vision would be, since she never received any job offer from oversea. I encouraged her to stay tuned with this vision, it may be turn out as something that she long desires.

On this year January, she got the inspiration to go for New Zealand working holiday. Her working visa was approved after 2 days she applied. She was so excited and grab me for a celebration.

I recalled those memory Kah May have given to me. I found that how fascinating to see her dream come true. We have a farewell for her before she fly off. She kept told me, "It's time for me to go home, I am not nervous, I feel peace to go there alone. The feeling of mine is peace." Her expression shown she makes the right move.

Her story inspires me to believe, we all has something we want to fulfill. Even though we do not know what is that, and how it will be. If we have the grateful heart to treat our present moment with sincerity, one day we will be there. Our dream come true.

May happy coincidence, health, and safety be with Kah May. May her be blessed always. :) I love you, my dear friend.

My Lovely Chinese New Year

Chinese New Year is just around the corner, I am happily to unpack my new clothes that I just bought from Forever 21. Of course, this excitement for the new year made me think about my childhood.

The Chinese new year cake, Niao Gao (年糕) is my favourite food during new year. And I miss my mum homemade reunion dinner very much.

This is the Nian Gao

Reunion Dinner Set Up. Yummy!

Zho Yun Tun - Deep Fried dumpling

Spicy Pork

Homemade Ginger Chicken (My childhood favourite!)

Mushroom + Chicken leg

This is my mum's signature marinated pork with yam, we called it as Dong Bo Rou (东波肉)

In Chinese Tradition, we have the Reunion Dinner in the Chinese New Year Eve, every Chinese will go home to have this important dinner with all of their family member. To count down this festive season during the eve, my family will pray for the Chinese Goddess in the midnight, what we name as "Jie Chai Shen" (接财神), this traditional practice are believed by us for inviting the Prosperous Goddess (财神).

Of couse, after I married, I celebrate this Reunion Dinner with my husband's grandparents and my mum-in-law. I like to use the red color decor painting to dress up our house . Currently, I still do not have any kid, so the house decoration mostly done by me and my husband. I hope when my child is born, I will teach what I know about the tradition of "Chinese New Year".

This is a love and happy season. I wish you and your family have a wonderful weekend!

And we like to say "Gong Xi Fatt Chai" during this special season!! :) Wishing you have a prosperous Chinese New Year!

Love,

Alice Hoo

Light On, Rest in Peace!

My letter to Daniel,

Daniel,

Today I light on a candle for you. Someone told me before, if you miss the loved one who pass away, they are nearby you. They are sending love to you, the love makes you remember them.

I miss you so much, Daniel. I hope angels are be with you, and you have a good life there, please send my regards to all dogs who pass away. Tell them I love them, and I miss all of you! Bobby, Morning, and Daniel...

God, please bless my beloved Daniel, a 7 year old Dalmation. Tell him I love him! I will take good care for his children.

Amen!

A Brand New 2011!!

After welcome 2011 new year celebration, I look at my new year wishlist, hmm...I got quite some new work to try in this coming few months.

I am so grateful for 2010 gave me so much of learning lessons. This is especially related to my family, career, and relationship.

From the work load changes, to family's issues settlement, up to my marriage reconciliation. It was definitely not the easy one for me to learn.

On 30th December 2010, I have a celebration with my best friend cum colleague. We share the best things have happened in our life within 2010 year. Surprisingly, we were counting our blessings rather than complaining the lessons we went through. The thing she amazed me was she become the top sales person in her firm.

"I always visualize myself getting the top sales award in 2010. And I made it." May says it in pride.

She was facing so many breakdowns, and she was grateful and believe that these are the lessons to strengthen her. Even though there were higher qualification and experienced staffs worked together with her, she use her faith to achieve this dream. "I just so blessed that I could make it!"

She is a grateful and profound woman that I know. She leads me see the beauty of everything. How bless I am to meet her in my life.

After our celebration, we said goodbye to this challenging year, and bless our new year ahead.

In my new year wish list, one of it is going to achieve soon. My London trip in March.

I pray to angel, guide me to make this trip purposeful. And I got a message from angels, there is a group of young age people I am going to meet. So, pass the divine encouragement to this group of artistic people. There are loved!

I wish this mission and calling will be done in joyful and lovely ways.

2011 year, here I come! With my passion, love, and joy!

Christmas Wishes

Christmas is just around the corner. My husband asked me to buy a present for myself before the present exchange during the Christmas eve. I was wondering, what kind of gift I want to buy? Shoes? Purse? ...I have nothing to buy, I told myself silently.

I prayed to angels silently, "Dear angels, I think you know what should I buy to myself? Please guide me accordingly." I was giving prayer to God.

Yesterday when I walked pass the side walk cafe nearby my office, there were a booth sells the christmas decor items. I was attracted by few angel statues. A voice came to me, "Don't you always wish that you can have a Christmas tree?" "You told us you want to celebrate the silent night under the Christmas tree." The angelic voice brought a sence of comfort to my heart. I was amazed by this guidance that I almost forgot. When I looked down to my feet, there were few Christmas tree was shown there.

I followed my heart, and I bought one which is a purple color Christmas tree. When the moment I wanted to pay, I still urged myself do not waste this unnecessary money, especially for this small tiny Christmas tree. However, after I made payment and carry the tree back to my office, my heart was full with joy, peace, and love. The feeling is more than anything can measure. I keep prayed to my guardian angel, "Thank you to remind my childhood dream, a Christmas tree." I whispered in my heart when I waiting the lift in lobby.

I decor the tree and put a LOVE on top of that tree. And I put it just beside my sitting place. Whenever I feel stress by my schedule, I take a look on it. It is small and tiny, yet colourful. It never fail to make me happy. I feel that this Christmas tree is bringing peace and joy to me all the time. Of course, I convince myself that the value of it is more than I paid.

Thank you, my beloved Christmas Tree. A dream gift I almost forgot!