The Two Young Men

Being authentic is somehow difficult for many people, especially they grow up in the environment that request them to be "multi-tasking, trouble-shooting, and committed". Being real is another bold step, it takes lots of trust and courage, true and childlike expression. But it grants you "J.O.Y."!

Once upon a time, there are two young men, they were assigned a secret mission, to climb a hill. They were sent by a helicopter, and the pilot told them before sending them down to the hill.

"The total amount of days for you to reach the peak from the bottom of hill is 7 days. Herewith your food and beverage for three days. You need to learn to find your food before you get starve in the rest of your journey."

The next moment, the pilot sends them down to the ground and leave.

The first young man starts to look around and looking for the pack of food, he feels betrayed and fooled by this mission. The second man, he tied up the back pack and invites the first man to start their climbing.

However, the first young man is annoyed by his aggressiveness. So, he chooses to ignore the invitation of the second man.

The second man starts his climbing...

After the third day, the second young man found a pack of food was left in the middle of his trail. And there is a note stick on the pack.

"Welcome to your adventure, and if this is your third day here, which means you take "one step at a time. Your journey can be continued with this pack of food."

So, the second young man build his camp on the spot to spend a night.

Fourth day...fifth day...sixth day...

The second young man tried to make fire to attract the first young man's attention. However, no response was returned.

On the seventh day early morning, the second young man reach the top of the mountain before the sunrise. And he can see a helicopter is coming on his direction.

Finally, the second man is picked up by the pilot.

He is handed over a letter,

"Congratulation, you finished your end line. You was given a partner to walk on this journey with you. Yet, you was rejected by the first man in the beginning of this journey. However, you try to reach out to him on the third day, again, he comes back with no response.

What do you do at that time? What do you think at that time about the first young man?

You continue your journey, again, at one step at a time. There is a moment I know you slow down, when you exhausted. However, the reason for you to make this journey, which is, you move on step by step even though you know it is tough to walk it alone. The cliffs do not frighten you. Sometimes you can move it fast, sometimes you fall on the cliff. One thing that is very important, and I know you make it...

...You never stop your step. That's how you read this letter."

When he finished read the letter, he is curious about the first man. So, he asked about the news of him. And the pilot answered.

"He is the person who gives you this mission, and the letter on your hand, is written by him."

It is Not Easy, But It Always Worth It

Today, I am finally back to my work desk. After few days of emotional turmoil. I think, Holy Spirit brings me the strength and I am back for the new life.

After this few days of self quietness, many things used to frightened me, burden me, hurt me, and now I fully consecrated to God. And with prayers, reading gospel, and constantly self examine. Thank you Jesus, I finally walk into a greater faith by Your grace and comfort.

This afternoon when I have my lunch, I took out a book given by a friend. "Chicken Soup for the Latter-day Saint Soul", and I pray before I open this book. You may wonder, even when I read a book, I also say a prayer before I flip it. The life experience makes me become humble and I start to welcome God to take charge my life instead of I take control of it.

And there is a story strike my heart when I read that page, and I would like to share with you.

From Wings to the Temple

And it came to pass that I beheld that the rod of iron, which my father had seen, was the word of God, which led to the fountain of living waters, or to the tree of life; which waters are representation of the love of God; and I also beheld that the tree of life was a representation of the love of God.

~1 Ne. 11:25

Growing up in and LDS family doesn't always guarantee you'll listen to everyone's counsel. As a teenager, I definitely was not a listener - and I rode on the wings of other people testimonies. That continued until I was an adult, when I decided I was tired of riding and wanted to be the pilot. It was only after a series of not-so-pleasant events and my friend's cutting words about my marriage that I decided to take a serious look at what I really wanted in life.

I began a quest for my own knowledge of the truth through much prayer and scripture reading. For the first time in my life the scriptures were no longer :Greek" to me. Not only did I understand them, but the words came to life as they played out each scene in my head. My heart swelled as I read and finally had a confirmation of their truthfulness. I was now the pilot, and I longed to soar to everyone and share this great treasure I had found.

That experience set my compass on the whole new life course. After some coaxing from my mom, I attended the temple again to perform baptisms with the youth. This turned out to be another pivotal event in my life. As I prepared to go to the temple I could feel Satan trying to get his hooks into me through the ways of the world. I did my best to avoid anything "evil", even if it was just in appearance. Listening to the uplifting music during the seven hour drive to the temple helped promote the Spirit. As we got closer to the temple I anxiously look for glimpses of Moroni. As we rounded the corner I saw him, high above the temple, shimmering in the sunlight, nobly grasping his trumpet. Tears filled my eyes as I remembered being at the temple as a youth.I was so grateful to be near the temple and feel the Spirit there once again.

It was the greatest feeling to be at the temple, but I literally felt like my heart had been ripped out when I saw all of the endowed chaperones (all of the adults other than me) leave to changing into their temple clothes. There I sat in the temple waiting room - and even though the room was filled with youth, I felt alone. I felt like I had been left behind or left out. I was something like being picked last for a sports game in elementary school, but a hundred times worse! Avoiding eye contact was the only way I could keep from bursting into tears. At the time I didn't understand why I was feeling this way. I was at the temple! You're not supposed to feel like that at the temple! The rest of my day at the temple was filled with the Spirit and was awesome as I spent it performing baptisms and confirmations.

A few weeks after my temple trip, I had a vivid dream that reminded me of those moments in the temple waiting room. In my dream I stood in a dark, smoky room. In the middle was an iron rod that ran from one end of the room through an opening at the other end of the room. On one side of the rod people were gathered around a bar - drinking, smoking and watching those of us by the iron rod. As I held on the rod and walked toward the door, I saw people from my ward, dressed in white, standing at the door. I was happy to see several recognizable faces. I then noticed that the people around me holding on to the rod were also dressed in white and were allowed to get through the door.

When I reached the door and looked through it, I could see the temple in the distance. The rod led all the way to the temple, and along its path people in white were walking toward the temple doors. There were families. There were couples. There were friends. As I drew closer to the door I could feel the love of all who passed through it, but then I realized I couldn't go through the door. Those who did had a temple recommend. I didn't. I again experienced the feelings of being left out and alone.

When I woke up and began thinking about my dream, I remembered the way I felt in the waiting room at the temple. During the next few months, I had several other dreams with similar themes. Those dreams put into motion the necessary steps I needed to take to receive my own endowment.

When I began working to achieve that goal, I was warned that the journey would not be an easy one. Many obstacles stood in my way - especially as the time drew closer for me to go. This change in me was difficult for my then-inactive husband, and it caused a lot of contention in our marriage. Additionally, I suffered a miscarriage; the engine in our family car cracked, leaving us with a small pickup truck to transport our family of four, our finances were very limited, and the money I had set aside to purchase garments had to be used to buy special shampoos and sprays when our children contracted lice. I lived by the sayings, "I never said it would be easy. I only said it would be worth it."

Despite the obstacles, I continued to have faith and refused to give up. Four months after the youth temple trip, I once again took the seven-hour trip and returned to the temple - but this time I didn't feel left out. I finally belonged. I had a temple recommend to receive my endowment.

I received many blessings through my experience. The day before I left for the temple, a check arrived in the mail from a great friend who wanted to be there with me but couldn't. She sent the check to help with the cost of purchasing garments. She never knew the money I had set aside was gone! After attending the temple I became pregnant and gave birth to our third son of the Fourth of July. We were able to purchase a minivan to accommodate our growing family. My inactive husband slowly began attending church again (When I requested this in lieu of gifts for every occasion), and one day decided to start wearing his garments, too!

Although I continue to experience obstacles, I find strength through faith and a growing testimony of the gospel. I know if I had continued riding on the wings of others and had not become the pilot, I would have fallen off - and my parachute at the time was full of holes!

Stories from Kirsten Fitzgerald in chapter of Faith - Chicken Soup for the Latter-day Saints Soul.

Through her story, I almost forgot this word of wisdom I used to tell my friends when they went through difficulties in life.

"I never said it would be easy. I only said it would be worth it."

No one knows what is your destiny, but my friends, believe in yourself. Yes, sometimes life throw you something you feel you can no longer cope with it. Behold, stand firm in your step. I remember how my granny walked through the difficulties in their lives to raise up the family of my dad. And, everyone of us has something need to walk through. Breath! Let all your sorrow and obstacles to go, and invite God to help you as I always do. Now I know, I can do it, not because I can, it is He is there carries me to walk through it.

Walk on every step you can, slowly keep charging ahead. Sunshine is bright out there.

Have faith, my dear friends.

God bless you and I love you! :)

Slow Down Please...

An Angel says, 'Never borrow from the future.

If you worry about what may happen tomorrow and it doesn't happen, you have worried in vain.

Even if it does happen, you have to worry twice.'

So my dear, what you can do to live your life to the fullest?

1. Pray
2. Go to bed on time.
3. Get up on time so you can start the day unrushed.
4. Say 'No' to projects that won't fit into your time schedule, or that will compromise your mental health.

5. Delegate tasks to capable others.
6. Simplify and unclutter your life.
7. Less is more. (Although one is often not enough, two are often too many, don't be greedy)
8. Allow extra time to do things and to get to destinations.

9. Pace yourself. Spread out big changes and difficult projects over time; don't lump the hard things all together.

10. Take one day at a time.

11. Separate worries from concerns.

Sometimes, a situation is a concern, find out what God would have you do and let go of the anxiety. If you can't do anything about a situation, forget it, leave it to Him.

12. Live within your budget; don't use credit cards for ordinary purchases, don't borrow from the future.
13. Have backups; an extra car key in your wallet, an extra house key buried in the garden, extra stamps, etc.
14. K.M.S. (Keep Mouth Shut). This single piece of advice can prevent an enormous amount of trouble.
15. Do something for the 'Kid in You' everyday. Don't be afraid to cry, laugh, play.
16. Carry a spiritually enlightening book with you to read while waiting in line.
17. Get enough rest.
18. Eat right.
19. Get organized so everything has its place.
20.. Listen to a tape while driving that can help improve your quality of life.

Take a break....hah...alright, keep on reading....

21. Write down thoughts and inspirations in a journal.
22. Every day, find time to be alone.
23. Having problems? Talk to God on the spot. Try to nip small problems in the bud. Don't wait until it's time to go to bed to try and pray when you're tired and sleepy.
24. Make friends with Godly people.
25.. Keep a folder of favorite bible scriptures on hand.
26. Remember that the shortest bridge between despair and hope is often a good 'Thank you Jesus .'
27. Laugh.
28. Laugh some more!
29. Take your work seriously, but not yourself at all.
30. Develop a forgiving attitude (most people are doing the best they can).

Cannot remember all these, no worry, you don't need to. You will only remember those are necessary for you! :D

31. Be kind to unkind people (they probably need it the most).
32. Sit on your ego.
33. Talk less; listen more - and show it.
34. Slow down.
35. Remind yourself that you are not the general manager of the universe.
36. Every night before bed, think of one thing you're grateful for, that you've never been grateful for before.

GOD ALWAYS HAS A WAY OF TURNING THINGS AROUND FOR YOU.

'If God is for us, who can be against us?'

The Law of Love

Everytime when I sit in the cafe and having my lunch. I like to observe the pedestrians that walk pass the side walk through the glass window. And, I realize different people carry with their different expressions. They can be a large group of colleague walk together and go for lunch, or a sweet couple holding their hands and walk pass, or he could be an old man look up to the sly and seems like thinking something else...

I hold on the book "The Power" on my hand, and I read about what the author Rhonda Byrne has share in her book.

"The law of attraction is the law of love, and it is the all-powerful law that keeps everything in harmony, from countless galaxies to atoms. It is operating in everything and through everything in the Universe. And it is the law that is operating in your life."

Hmm...those words are true enough in our life. In this Universe, that is a law that governs love. So, if you are keen to have the positive force of love in order to change your life, then please understand this law. There is the most powerful law that exist here and everywhere, the law of attraction.

This attraction itself is the force of love. Why I say so? Look, under the working of law, attraction is the power that draws people from this city to that city, and then they fall in love, and form their family. You may see couple, husband from California and the wife from Boston. And then, you may see this law draws people who share their common interest into the same place. The singer who meet the pianist, the hip hop lover meet up with large group of dancer in dancing school, so and so forth.

Attraction is the force that draw you to your favourite things and places, and it's the force that draws you to your friends and the people you love. And attraction is love. When you feel an attraction to your favourite food, you are feeling love for that food. So, if we without attraction, we would not feel anything. You would not know what you love and what you don't love, because you would not be attracted to anything at all. Your life will not lead you to certain people, clubs, school, hobbies, or cities.

Everything is consisted within the force of love, and through your feeling, you can feel it.

Resist it or Welcome it?

You may have your preference and other may have their own as well. Mostly, people tend to think that

"I must get this then I can only be happy."

"I must have this status then I can only feel complete."

"I must have a new home then I can only have the satisfaction."

....

and of course you can add on the list if you want.

The point is, the law of attraction is always working under the thought and feeling that you send out. When you complain about you don't have this thing, is this complain bring you better or worse? Complain is a kind of resistance, and it means you do not like what the Universe has brought to you.

If it brings you joy, then you can keep complaining...as I know no one who likes to blame yet can feel the joy and happiness.

If it doesn't bring you any good feeling (joy, happiness, love, peace, harmony), then silently tell yourself,

"I recognize I am surrounded by this feeling that does not bring me good, I accept it with love and light from my heart, and now I choose to let it go. Thank you."

Take few deep breath and open your arm to welcome what had left your body and know that good is coming.

After this, affirm yourself with a power that rise within the center of your body.

"Everything is fine and all is well. I choose to walk into love and peace, by my intention of love, I know the Universe is bringing me all the good into my life. I give thanks to it."

When you say this, continue feeling as if you "already" have the things that you want. And follow your gut and swift your attention to something else that bring you good feeling.

Whenever I need to write my blog, I will bring my journals and notebook to my favourite cafe just in the down-stair of my office. I know I can write my blog in my office, however, I feel the good feeling with the aroma of the coffee, even though I am not a regular coffee drinker. That space and environment brings me joy and the ideas of writing just flow freely from then.

Sometimes, when things seems difficult, I pause on to do everything and just go for a slow walk, either drive my car with my dog or go to a park. It brings me clearer insight and eliminate my ego self to "react" rather than "response" from my higher self.

Of course, the path of joy is a journey. It neverr about a destination. It is a self mastery journey that keep you examine yourself with the intention of love, as always.

May God and angels bless and protect you.

Have a beautiful Friday!

The Power and Light in Your Heart

Today when I go for my hair do, my hair stylist was busy attending his clients while I was waiting in the lounge. I was looking around, this is his second hair saloon since two years ago.

During my turn, we usually have our casual chit-chat. And I get to know his changes in life and some new planning for the next year.

He is one of the guy has strong faith. He has gone through the moment when he was betrayed by business partner, business running down, insufficient capital to move on, and disagreement from others.

However, the new and refreshed him is totally different. He carries a bright smile on his face, we talk about buying new houses, and he is planning to get marry with his partner. In my heart, I pray for him. He is blessed and grateful. I feel so comfortable when we talk to each other, the feeling that I experienced now is different compares to the moment of his downturn.

I asked him, "do you still read "The Secret"?"

"Ya, very much, Now I read her new book, The Power."

"Great." I said.

"Now I remind myself to be positive, I do a vision board. Do you know, things that I paste on my vision board started happen in my life, it is truly amazing."

"Good to you!" I smiled and said.

He is the one willing to follow the truth that he perceives in his heart. This is what I always encourage people to do so.

You got to believe the deep voice that comes from your heart. Sometimes when things are not working out, calm yourself and be poised. Only a balanced and calm heart can perceive the divine truth.

Everyday, spend time to go for a slow walk, swimming, reading an inspiring book, or talk to God and Angels. You will somehow find the "Inner Light" shines in your heart. This light can warm you when you cool, protect you when you fear, leading you when you lost.

There are always a Power and Light watch over you, it is just like the light house, leading the lost boat back to the harbor. This Light is there for you, ever since the moment you was born.

Have faith, be calm, and poised. Things are getting better and better. Remember, God always hear your prayer and He is walking this journey with you. Don't be afraid, all is well! :)

I Persist Without Exception!

  

 I expect miracles in my life because faith produces them every single day. 

For me, faith will always be a sounder guide than reason because reason can only go so far. Yet, faith has no limits. I expect miracles in my life because faith produces them every single day. I will believe in the future that I do not see. That is faith. And the reward of this faith is to see the future that I believed.


I remember how I go through this journey when I had nothing. The capital to run a small office, time to go for spiritual practicing, and at that time. I think I was lucky enough, I did not think about all of these, but only contain a strong and purposeful faith that I have.


It is not that easy when everyone in your surrounding disagree on your bold step. I did not know where is my courage came from, but I did it. And, I was able to cross over it until today. And I know the one you are reading here, you can make it THROUGH just like me. 


Have you thought about how long must a child try to walk before he actually does so? Do you think you have more strength than a child? More wisdom? More dreams? How long must I work to succeed before I actually do so? A child would never ask the question, for the answer does not matter. By persisting without exception, my outcome, my success is assured at my hand.


In the bible once said, in Jeremiah, Creator declares,"For I know the plans I have for you, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."

Too much time I spent doubting my beliefs and believing my doubts. No more! I have faith in my future and my dreams. I no longer look left or right try to seek the permissions from others but only myself. I look forward. I can only persist. Since, I am a person of great faith. And I know, you can do it, just like I!


God bless you, my dear! :)
Everyday I love you!

学会爱自己

爱谁都可以，但你首先要先学会爱自己。我学会的是，并不是一味的​改变自己，以为别人会更爱自己。但原来，一直改变并不能讨好别人​，你唯有知道你是谁，开始爱自己，人生才会精彩。

The Courage To Be A Mother

What is the meaning of FAMILY? It means, "Father And Mother I Love You!"

This is a photo when my sister, Amber has her second pregnancy.

When my niece kiss my nephew, that's the moment most touching me. :)

YuQian, my one month old nephew. Welcome to this beautiful world.

My sister recent family photo.

Yesterday, I have a wonderful moment with my niece and nephew, especially my nephew, a one month old baby boy. He is cute and delight my day.

I have a great chat with my sister, from helping her taking care of baby. I can see the love and care from a mother. Through her life, I can see how a mother dedicate her patience, love, and care to her family. She asked me," So, when is your turn to be a mother?" When this question came to me, a sour feeling rush through my inner belly. I asked myself, is it because I feel shame about myself, for not having a baby yet? In my age of 29 years old.

From building a family with my husband, our commitment is started. I used to plan to have my first pregnancy within this year. However, a sense of unsure always makes me wondering, "Is this what I want? To be a mother?" I admire others when they hug their babies in their chest, that kind of warm feeling always inspire me.

Those moment keep me thinking, why should not I become a mother? Money, time or other good reason I can give for myself of not having my own child? I really don't know. However, since yesterday I witness the power of love from a mother. It really told me something. A motherhood, it just likes a gift I want to send for myself. It is something more than only responsibility. It is about the giving, the nurturing, and the transformation.

I remember I heard an old proverb before, "A woman can be perfected in her marriage, but she is completed when the moment she gives birth." I do not know how true is this, but it hits me the most. Just like a wake up call, to take my gut and walk into the motherhood.

Maybe I should just leave my plan to God, trust myself that I am able to cope my life when a new life is born.

Maybe I should just go and without asking why, since no one can answer but only I can tell when I experience it myself.

Maybe I will know the answer when I just take a baby step and see what is going to happen.

Maybe...maybe...maybe...

It is nothing as a "perfect moment", I know this so well. This is how I educate my students, my clients, my friends. I think this is what God try to tell me. "Go and do it, my child. You can find out the truth and strength in love."

Find the strength in Love. What a beautiful message, it gives me hope and faith. This is a journey I am learning, and I learn to take out my courage and go for it. If you ask me, "Do you afraid? I will tell you, "Yes, very much." But I am going to do it, to "be a mother".

Thank you for my lovely sister, you do not how much you inspire me. You and your family members always show me the meaning of a "family". Your courage and patience teach me to make it done no matter how. Just like you, you face up and make it happen no matter how! I love you, my lovely sister.

What is the meaning of FAMILY? It means, "Father And Mother I Love You!" It is so true.

Love and hugs!

Right or Wrong? Does it really matter?

Too often, we tend to choose what others' think about good for us. They could be our parents, spouse, boss... Then, you have to honestly ask yourself, "Is this decision I really like?" Or, you just choose those decisions others give to you by avoiding the risks of failure?

Tender resignation or stay in your current job? Well, no one can give you the answer, you are the one who walk this journey!

Love and not love? Well, you are the one in this relationship. No one can tell you what is Love only you experience it.

I am right or wrong? Is it really matter? Or be truthful to your own self? Which one hit you mostly?

God had never made ​​any decision for us, but all is lies within my heart!

This thought flashed in when I listen to the music of Brian Crain, somehow, the answer hit me mostly is, "Be the very person of who I am. Be real, be clumsy, be foolish yet freely, be the "alice's way" is really matter!!

Thanks God, you answer my prayer in this solitude moment! Awesome. :)

My Gift to You

Glory of Light is a blog created by my intention of love and sharing. I was a clairvoyant since childhood. During my early age, my spiritual vision did not gave me a safe feeling to explore. May be I was so attracted by horror movies, I had the fear to listen the "Voice" that always come from another dimension.

In 2009, my first spiritual connection with Ascended Master, Mother Kwan Yin open my knowingness into another higher level. From then on, my life was shifted into the perspective of 180 degree. Huge changes rumbling into my work, family, and financial. In the same year, I was guided by my heart and discovering the ways to connect with God's messenger, Archangel Michael.

I thought this is only too good to be true, my life is starting with no turning back. I was introduced and guided to know even more Archangels, healing angels, and nature angels. I know this is something more than my fantasy imagination, since I saw those flashes of light since childhood.

With this special calling, I totally lost my passion in any corporate work. Unexpected, my decision to quit my banking job was actually a divine arrangement. I was called by Mother Kwan Yin and Archangel Michael, to share the insight and knowing to those surrounding me. There was where my first angel reading started. With more and more people come to ask for guidance and healing, I realize what I do everyday is just like a messenger to give and bless.

Many dreams and meditation visions continuously given to me. God and Angels allow me to open the door to Divine Love. By the encouragement of Archangel Michael, I start write my blog "Glory of Light" to share everything I know and learned from Divinity. I take my sincerity and courage to tell everyone of you, there is love and hope in this world. We can connect with our guardian angels if we are willing to.

Each of us has our specially designated guardian angel to help us in our pre-destiny journey. The reason I said it as "pre-destiny" is because we all come here for a very special purpose. Well, we have our freewill to choose our own way to go "Home". But if we have any dangers along the journey, Angels is not only a messenger, They give us signs and hints to help us go through safely. With our openness, we can be divinely guided to the place exactly where we are supposed to be in the perfect time. Sometimes, They put up barriers blocking the road where we weren't supposed to be. Everything happens for a reason.

No one is left behind alone. God and angels hear our voices at all time. They whisper to us when we sleep, They show us the answer in the book we read, They calm us with a song suddenly play in your favorite radio channel.

Somewhere in the depth of your heart, your invisible angels guided you here. May be you asked for help before. Based on your loving intention, and They lead you here and tell you, "Hey my dear, We hear you! Have faith with everything is turning into right way." During our difficult times, we may seems not able to get home by the ways we want and expected, but in the end, we reach home by the best way God chose for us.

When God and Angels look at you, all They see is your beauty and perfection. They give us the space to be who we are. Within yourself, there is a special place flow with abundance divine essence. With this essence, Love is all there is. You are a pure divine being radiate the energy of Love, purity, and kindness. Let yourself to feel, God and Angels cradle us whenever we ask.

Welcome to Glory of Light, this is a gift I want to share with you with my love and sincerity. May my sharing and insight given from Divine love, grant you inspiration, growth, and strength. I hope you enjoy here!

Xoxo!

Searching The Light

A spiritual messenger is nothing more than anyone, as we are equally the same as the beautiful being. Most of the time, we deny ourselves in certain ways due to our past unpleasant experiences.

There is a Light in this world, It exist in this Universe. It shows me just like a flow of life. It is ceaseless flowing, beautiful, peace, and bringing a sense of tranquility. We are part of it, as the bible stated, "You are the child of God." And Buddhist said, "There is a Buddha lies within you." You are someone special, unique, and beautiful within. A personality cannot be concluded by any words.

In most of my consultation sessions, people are trapped within their own fear. They deny, judge, and even cruel to they own feeling. Yes, I use the word "cruel".

Do you have the experience, when you are totally exhausted, yet you force yourself to work overtime just to complete a task regardless how tired you are. You argue within your own self, you tell yourself, you MUST complete it, since this is your RESPONSIBILITY.

Well, there is nothing wrong. You may even gain your own respect since you found you achieve the"hardest" part. However, you start to have the self-denial in the long run when you continuously take yourself for granted. You started to have those chatter thoughts like, "I must work it well, this is not perfect enough." Or "I need to finish this, and then that one, and another one....". "I can get it done as soon as I finish this." You are wondering, why all the task and duties are never ending.

And, you forgot when is the last time you play, laugh, and have fun with your loved one. They could be your children, your dearest parents, friends.

So, you are wondering, why I don't have the happiness even though I complete all tasks that I thought I should do.

Christian Andreason had his near death experience since an accidental overdose of anesthesia while he was having the dental surgery. He is an award-winning recording artist and singer. After his NDE experience in 1995, he devoted himself to work with thousands of people to face life by his spiritual connection with The Light.

"I became more fully aware of the fact that God (our Creator) wants us to experience everything that we wish to experience. Nothing is denied us, only that which we inherently deny ourselves. And while certain experiences do not always lead to pleasant outcomes, they do lead us to a certain amount of enlightment. Especially as one return his or her thinking to The Light and focuses on God's wish for us to learn a more loving ways to live our lives."

As always, you can choose the optimal alternative to face your life. I make that "choice" in two years ago when I lost my passion in my banking job. The moment when I lost that passion, I had a big trouble. I lost any interest to work, to satisfy the needs of my company and clients. I did not like to compete with others, I did not like to climb the corporate ladders like all colleagues are doing. So, what am I going to do? Unexpected, my inner dissatisfactions end up push me to search that freedom. The freedom of doing thing by my way. If you are curious what is your way to get that, you are almost there.

I left all "how" behind, I crossed over it with faith. I don't know where is that little "faith" comes from. But it is a voice always lead me go along this journey with abundance happy coincidence, loving and kindness people, and thousands of encouragement. That's The Light I am searching for.

If you are the one who are making this choice, please receive my blessings for you. I know, you may meet the Light and Voice within. It is just there with you!

The Meaning of Life

I know there is something in our life we need to learn and accept it.

I know it is not that easy to do than say it. I mean, I know it. I have that part of life that I am afraid to accept.

I married with my hubby two years ago, we have a happy marriage life. Occasionally, we have arguments from some tiny things. Sometimes, I cried alone in office after angel reading for some clients when they share the same story like me.

But I know I need to learn to love the person I found, the success of marriage never about keep finding the right one, the other one...again again and again. How many divorce you can expect?

I know my husband family background make him wiser, he came from the broken family as parents divorced, and we all think that a good life can be started when we stay together with my mother in law.

Nevertheless, a year ago, we found that my mum in law have an affair with a married man. I remember an angel has told me before, but I thought it was only a fancy message with my vain imagination. During my spiritual development, I teach people facing marriage affair and third party issue by courageous. Yet, when I came home, I need to "face" with another truth that I am facing too.

Two days ago, my husband posted a video link in my Facebook account, that's "THE MEANING OF LIFE". After the video, I felt my heart pain, that's pain reminded me about my family, my husband, and my mother-in-law.

I know how much my mother-in-law loves us, and I just need to accept the man that she choose. I think, one day, an answer will come to us. I pray for it. I have stopped her to do so as she may interfere the marriage of others, I know how this feeling is about, those things happen on my clients' life. However, she kept her thought and going on what she wants, and I finally surrender to her decision.

Angels told me, "Let her goes along the journey, she can find the answer one day."

Just like the video taught me, face with life, be true to yourself, follow your heart...

When I follow my heart, I know there is something wrong in the relationship of my mother-in-law and the man, but I choose to respect her choice. Since, we have done whatever we can to advise. If she will realize one day, she will know what to do!

I think, the meaning of life, is about facing the truth, accept it with forgiveness, and respect those you love.

The Secret Daily Teaching

From The Secret Daily Teachings

It is when you no longer feel the need for money that money will come. The feeling of needing money comes from the thought that you don't have enough, and so you continue to create not having enough money.

You are always creating, and when it comes to money, you are either creating the lack of it or the abundance of it.

You will solve it!

George Dantzig, was a math student, with a habit of coming late forclasses. During a class, where George was late, his professor Jerzy Neyman wrote two example of famously unsolved statistics problems on theboard. At the end of the class, George assumed that the two problems were homework assignments.

According to George, the problems "seemed a little harder than usual."

But even though he struggled, he finally figured out how to solve it and handed in the completed solutions. Professor Neyman was suprised to receive George's "homework" as he did not assign homework. He reviewed it and could not believe that his "student" had solved two famous unsolved problems. George later admitted,

"If I had known that the problem were not homework but were in fact
two famous unsolved problems in statistics, I probably would not have thought positively, would have become discouraged and would never have solve them."

The Prayer Power

Few years back, I have an old schoolmate always pray whenever she faces any difficulties. She encouraged me to do this when I find no way to go.

A year ago, a client of mine, Amy was facing the financial problems when she migrates to Australia since August 2009. She used to be an accountant. I remember she was in despair when she just moved there. Because of the rejections of few employers, she almost lost the faith in herself towards her career opportunity.

She wrote me an email and asked for guidance. By doing the email reading, I found her seldom prays. What I mean here, the pray from the spiritual ways. She is the one resist to the smell of inscent. Thus, she thought I was asking her to pray by inscent. I suggested her to used the "Affirmative Prayer" to solve her financial restriction.

I told her, there is always a power that can help you if you believe. Personally, I have found that there is an answer to every problem. And I suggest her to apply the power of prayer. Somewhat surprised, the discouraged Amy said, "Of course, I believe in prayer, but perhaps I do not know how to pray. You speak of it as something practical to suit my situation right now. I never thought prayer can be profoundly affect my life. But I'm willing to try prayer if you will show me how."

" What things soever ye (you) desire, when ye pray, believe that ye receive them, and ye shall have them." Mark xi. 24

So, if you have not experienced this power, perhaps you need to learn new techniques of prayer. It is well to study some of the effective and creative ways of praying. So, I took out a book, "The Game of Life" by Florence Scovel Shinn that my husband bought. I flip to the page of financial security prayer. From that book, it teaches me the new insight about prayer.

It is important to realise that you are dealing with the most tremendous power in the world when you pray. Of course you will not asked to use an old-fashioned kerosene lamp for illumination. Bear in mind, the secret of prayer is to find the process that will most effectively open your mind humbly with the Creator, God. Any method through which you can stimulate the power of God to flow into your mind is legitimate and usable.

After I wrote a series of financial security prayers and send to Amy, and requested her to practise it continuously for 7 days. And I got her good news after 1 year. When I met her last week, she got a job in Victoria City, Melbourne. (That's the place I like too!) She now working in an organic planting firm which educate people about the awareness of environmental protection. She is a trainer and facilitator in the company events. She loves her job. She took many photo and show me during my consultation session. From her eyes, I saw the excitement and passion that I've never seen she had.

This job is what she long desires when she stayed in Malaysia. However, she had been told by her friends to give up on this dream about "Planting the future". She love trees and small plants. And what she is doing now she believes her prayer is answered perfectly.

So, I share the following affirmative prayer were adapted from Ernest Holmes' book "This Thing Called You".

Affirmative Prayer for Freedom from Worry

I refuse to worry about anything. I have complete confidence that the God who is always with me is able and willing to direct everything I do, to control my affairs, to lead me into the pathway of peace and happiness.

I free myself from every sense of condemnation, either against myself or others. I lose every sense of animosity. I now understand that there is a Principle and a Presence in every person gradually drawing them into the kingdom of good. I know that the kingdom of heaven is at hand, and I am resolved to enter into this kingdom, to possess it, and to let it possess me. Worry is a thing of the past, and I am free, peaceful, and at rest. In calm trust, I let it be so. And so it is.

Being Happy

On a certain occasion, during an elegant welcoming reception for the new Director of Marketing of an important London company, some of the wives of the other directors, who wanted to get acquainted with the new spouse, asked her with some hesitation:

The husband, who at the moment was not at her side, but was sufficiently near to hear the question, paid attention to the conversation, sitting up slightly, feeling secure, even filling his chest lightly in pride, knowing that his spouse would answer affirmatively, since she had always been there for him during their marriage.

Nevertheless, to both his and the others’ surprise, she replied simply “No, no he doesn’t make me happy...”

The room became uncomfortably silent, as if everyone were listening to the spouse’s response. The husband was petrified. He couldn’t believe what his wife was saying, especially at such an important occasion for him.

To the amazement of her husband and of everyone, she simply placed enigmatically on her head an elegant black silk scarf and continued:

“No, he doesn’t make me happy …I AM HAPPY.” The fact that I am happy or not,doesn’t depend on him, but on me.

“I am the only person upon which my happiness depends. I make the choice to be happy in each situation and in each moment of my life. If my happiness were to depend on other people, on other things or circumstances on the face of this earth, I would be in serious trouble!

BEING HAPPY is an attitude about life and each one of us must
decide !BEING HAPPY, depends on you !

“Everything that exists in this life changes continually: humans, wealth, my body, the climate, pleasures, etc. I could enumerate an infinite list…"

“Over my life I have learned a couple of things: I decide to be happy and the rest is a matter of"experiences or circumstances;”

Like helping, and understanding, accepting, listening, consoling; and with my spouse, I have lived and practiced this many times….

Happiness will always be found in forgiveness and in loving yourself and others. It’s not the responsibility of my spouse to make me happy... He also has his “experiences or circumstances.” I love him and he loves me, often inspite of his circumstances and of mine.

“He changes, I change, the environment changes, everything changes; Having forgiveness and true love, and observing these changes, that can be, big or little, but always happen, we must face them with the love that exists in each one of us.

If the two of us love and forgive each other, the changes will only be “experiences or circumstances” that enrich us and give us strength. Otherwise we would only be “living together.”


For some, divorce is the only solution; (…in reality it is the easiest…)

To truly love, is difficult. It is to forgive unconditionally, to live, to take the “experiences or circumstances” as they are. Facing them together and being happy with conviction.

There are those who say:

“I cannot be happy because I am sick, because I have no money, because it’s too cold, because they insulted me, because someone stopped loving me, because someone didn’t appreciate me!” But what you don’t know is that you can be happy even though you are sick, whether it is too hot, whether you have money or not, whether someone has insulted you, or someone didn’t love you, or hasn’t valued you.

BEING HAPPY is an attitude about life and each one of us must decide! BEING HAPPY, depends on you !

Create Your Happiness With Angels

Children are more expert in happiness than adults. The adults who can carry the spirit of a child into middle age and old age in a genius. for he will preserve the truly happy spirit with which God and hold angels endowed the young. The teaching from Jesus Christ is remarkable, for He tells us that the way to live in this world is to have a childlike heart and mind. in other words, never get old or dull in spirit. If you are those like to make things super-sophisticated.

I asked a child before, aged nine, has the answer to happiness. one day I asked her, "Are you happy, my dear?"

"Sure I'm happy," she replied innocently.

"Are you always happy?" I asked.

"Sure," she answered, "I'm always happy".

"What makes you happy?" I asked her.

"Why, I don't know," she said, "I'm just happy."
"There must be something that makes you happy." I urged.

"Well", she said, "I'll tell you what it is. My playmates in my boarding school make me happy. They like to laugh. I like them. I like to go to school. ( I didn't tell her anything, but she never got that from me.) I like my teachers and my Sunday school teacher, and I like go to church with my parents. I like to sing in church, the voices of choirs make me happy! I love my parents and my sister June, they like to bake my favourite cupcake."

To become a happy person have a clean soul, eyes that see romance in the commonplace, a child's heart, and of course, the spiritual simplicity.

This is the formula of a nine years old girl. And children most oof the time show us the angelic character that from God.

A group of boys and girls were asked to list the things that made them happiest. Their answers are rather touching.

Here is the boys' list answer: "A parrot learn to talk like human, looking into deep and clear water, fish swimming, a builder's crane lifting something heavy, look into my dog's eyes.

Here is the girls's list: Sun light reflects from river, rainbow after raining, bird singing, a moon in the cloud, smoke rising from a chimney.

There is something beautiful essence of the Universe that is expressed by kids. To become a happy person have a clean soul, eyes that see romance in the commonplace, a child's heart, and of course, the spiritual simplicity.

We always have some moment that we appreciate, we dream for, and we think it is the precious one. For some of you, it may be is your children’s graduation day, your romantic wedding ceremony, you get your new car, you received a call that your wife get pregnant…whatever reasons of that moment, you know it counted in your life.

I remember when I watched the movie of “Eat Pray Love”, it talked about Julie Robert successfully raised USD16,000 for the medicine healer in Bali. The moment when the Balinese healer heard that she and her daughter got the funds to build theirt house, that is the moment they will never forget in life.

We have that moment when we lost our faith, to give up, to quit the game. At that crucial moment, somebody came into your life grabs you back, wake you up, do whatever it takes to have you win the game. Those “somebody” is counted in our “moment”.

Today, give thanks to those come into your life in the crucial moment. Counting every blessing you have.

Thanks for the food you can put on your table.
Thanks for the clothes that wear on your body.
Thanks for the book you are reading now.
Thanks for the blessings for you to thanks for.

My Dream

Everyone of us has a purpose to be here!

I believe everyone of us has something needed to be done when we are here. No matter what race we are, how old we are, or educated or none. We are mean to fulfill something that really mean to our heart.

During my primary school time, teacher asked us to fill the ambition list. I remember I wrote my ambition list as to be "teacher". When I grow up, lots of people comment the job of teaching is not profitable. Doctor, lawyer, accountant is more welcome in the market. But, I hate number, I scare about blood, and when I memorise the laws or acts will make me vomit! So, how am I going to be professional?

Honestly speaking, I just do not like that particular jobs! So, my teacher found me put myself on trouble if I want to be a teacher, may be he was having the bad expeience in his teaching life. I guess so. I had been told to aim high, at least more than teaching.

I like to question myself, can anyone tell me what is the best job for me? I was looking for this ever since I graduated from university. The bad news is, I have not find my best job. But the good news is, I create a job that is sing the joy from my heart. As a spiritual messenger, I can have the chances to contribute and share the higher wisdom through my gifted chanelling skill. And I like to inspire and empower people to find their meaning in life.

When someone is able to know who they are, knowing they can do more than they expected, and they will realized all resources they need will be attracted regardless struggle.

Are you doing what you love to do?

May be yes, or no?

Are you doing what you good at?

Yes, no?

Are you taking any action to do what is important for you?

And, answer honestly to yourself please!

You may wonder there is hesitation to answer these questions when you are not enjoy what you are doing now. I believe there is an innate ability born within you. Find something to do that is sing to your heart. Do not care whether or not it is possible, just find your master piece that you own within you.

When you got it, you will find all the ways and achieve them. That is your passion!

Law of Attraction is Not Working??

In metaphysic teaching, the law of attraction (LOA, also named as the law of universe and the law of life) is always playing its part in all life. In mathematic principle, one plus one must equal to two. If your answer is one or three, it is not because of the failure of the law of mathematic, it is your calculation lies the mistake.

Many people are surprised how greatness of LOA can be the salvation of our busy life. Yet, there are some of you might have the experience of, "why LOA is not working in my life even though there are so many miracles already happen in others' life?"

The answer is, the differentiation of our thinking pattern.

Yes, the answer is plain and not complicated at all. You may realised some of you have visualized how big you want your dream house look like and how much income that you want to have simply by following the law. Then what happen is, why the manifestation from LOA is different from what you are thinking for? The answer can never too hard for you to understand, your thinking pattern is influence the outcome.

In the law of universe, every man has the answer that they wish to have, no matter they are good guy or bad fellow. Every earnest desire is listened and shaped into thought form once the sender of thought is keeping a grateful mind. The law does not play the discrimination towards the sender of thought, it simply shaped the thought wave into thought form by following the frequency and vibration.

A happy and peaceful thinking always make the manifestation happened smoothly. On the other hand, a panic and fear thought always slow down the manifestation of positive outcome, due to the sender of thought is holding the heavy and slow vibration (fear and hurry), even though what he wants is the positive outcome (abundance and happy).

If you are looking for abundance and still wondering why your life still live in poor, then, take a look on what are you thinking and pay attention for. Do you keep your eyes on the scarcity of live or you are counting your blessing? So, you have the choice to divert your thinking and attention. Then, please choose wisely!

Grateful mind is a higher frequency of vibration. When I was despair, I always recall the memory of my childhood. That moment was wonderful. By holding a grateful mind, I raised my heavy and despair mood goes up to the higher level. Thus, the higher frequency continue co-create the thinking that I am holding, I attract more things that let me to be grateful. No matter is a paycheck or extra bonus, I attract the things that I feel grateful for.

The law of universe lies in all things and permeates every living creatures. You have no idea God may help you getting the life that you want under unexpected source. Therefore, keeping a grateful heart at all time with all people who come-in contact with you, you are like a strong magnet continuously attract grateful people, things and blessing into your life.

Law of attraction can never fail to work. So, let us making up our mind under the grateful state. Be thankful and loving since life is wonderful!